Damn what do you think was the problem.?

Its footy related , so yday i had a game with 1 of my former teams nd we tied with em since i was plyng for my friends team.. We had 1 of our players red carded bcuz he talked back to the ref and i had to use my skills to get one of their plyrs red carded as well... So it happened red card for one of them and we tied but the problem is i think that my coach got mad at me or started to dislike me, he looks like those mean coaches if u guys can relate to what im saying he dont talk or bothing like that! So tday i had a game with that former team i faced yday nd in the lineup which i always start i wasnt there weird knowing that im loyal nd always go to practice when in that team only 4 of us go to practice.. We were facing a hard team today nd ppl who i didnt even know started as lineup i was like wtf not fair.. So i was waiting anxiously to ply they were tied nd my coach were substituting nd all , i was just there watching! So my dad i think gt pissed and said lets go! I was like aiit! Now im sad and depressed i wanted to ply nd those kids dnt even go to practice nd ply plus the coach dnt even like me! I hAd to pay for my uniform and some of them gt it for free! What u guys think? I think i shoukd go next game score an own goal nd take my shirt off nd swing it at the coach! And be like u know what ill say! Or is it cause i suck at soccer?